💕🐾🐾Yesterday morning we did our usual meditation, cuddle time…stepping (my) first step from my comfy bed to another beautiful day.
🦋5:30 Backyard adventure, a Kong of breakfast food, mommy exercising and then our outdoor adventure. This morning was a trip to the beach, Shamel. One of Love’s favorite pastimes was antagonizing her sister, Faith. 🐾
They were such fun to watch. Two different personalities yet siamese twins connected heart ❤️ to heart❤️. Faith has always been the “mama” fur baby. Love goofy and Faith more serious. Love was definitely my shadow whereas Faith more independent.
She never really likes getting off the beach for a walk. On this particular morning I could tell there was something not right as we left the beach for our usual short walk. I was totally unprepared for the next ten minutes. We headed right away for the car. 🦋
💕Love usually likes to be first at everything but this time as I commanded her to wait allowing Faith to jump in the back seat first so I could help her in. She wouldn’t have it, she jumped in, lay down, and I drove the six minutes home. We live next to their Vets, my heart ❤️ telling me her heart ♥️ was giving out. As she labored breathing I did my best to make it home as quickly as possible knowing I would get help.
💔I drove into our community, she was in a trance. Faith was starring out the window. Usually Faith lays stretch out on our way home, Love always with her head out the window enjoying the wind on her face. That would not be the case this particular morning. Faith sitting up as her sister stretched out, eyes open, labored breathing. I, knowing she was in shock or a trance and just knew, could feel, she was leaving her body.
It was 8:00. I sobbing ran to neighbors. She had taken flight from her body by the time my first angel, Birgitta ran with me to the car.
It didn’t take long that I had a group of angels surrounding us. Love was now at the Rainbow Bridge free and happy. My heart knew that but my mind (ego) was taking off on ways I “should have” handled the situation.
💔I wasn’t ready to lose her physical body this way. Satori Moment once again: We can only “influence”, not control what goes on in our exterior environment. When the ego jumps in the front, the drivers seat, it loves to take you on a wild ride, a rampage of judgment calls. What you should have done is a big one. We can not control what happens but we can embrace what we can choose to do in this present moment. 🙏🙏
When I allow the “I”:ness of Who I Really Am to return – taking over the “wheel”, I then grieve in no (or little) judgment, allowing my heart ❤️to mend. At least for this “moment” in “Time” : “Living in the Moment” with Awareness.
The ego LOVES to protect our personalities. Yes, there are times the ego can serve us. Yet left uncharted, lack of awareness, can take us on a very dark ride deeper in self judgment (and/or judgment of others). Yet, when Aware we can slowly remove that “suit of dress” and return to the unchanging, always present nakedness of “I” (who I really am).
Most of you most likely know the story. I lost Satori tragically and swore I would not get another fur baby until Darrell’s return from treatment. Well, Ashley my beautiful niece, within two months had me looking. She was NOT going to give up knowing how much I LOVE fur babies (as she does).
I will NEVER forget the email she sent me, and then text. She had found these two, and it was meant to be… They were not in a good situation. Ashley firmly and lovingly said, “You have to at least come with me to Tulare and see”.
Way out in the country, we pulled up to what looked like a vacant house. They were tied to a fence, all of us feeling a little (well alot) uncomfortable. Ashley, who I continue to thank so often, took over.
As I got out of the car (headlights on them) I started crying, running (well walking quickly) towards one that looked sooooooo much like Satori. Both of them scared yet open to the “LOVE” I already started openly giving. 🐾🐾
All the while Ashley having FAITH that although I only “wanted one fur baby”, I would not leave or tear the sisters apart. I knew then they were fur baby soul mates, AND now I, theirs. Of course you know what I named them. LOVE & FAITH.
We didn’t ask questions, and knew they would be coming to a new home. Love & Faith truly brought so much joy to our home and Office home. Actually, anywhere they were “present”.
🦋They were our office fur babies, and they brought so much joy not only to my life, but to many who entered our life.
Our bodies, our vehicles are what are emotions pass through and how we live and express our journey. Our life play here. 🦋So once again a re:mind:er that each moment could very likely be our last in this body, this vehicle we travel through this play of life. Rejoice and don’t fear it, embrace it with the Joy of LOVE AND FAITH.
I ❤️truly “Loved” every moment with her and her sister, whoever I am with. I’ve had so many different awakenings, Satori moments, and they all lead to this… Live each moment to the fullest, and do not fear the day of flight, yours or others.
🙏Am I sad, you betcha I’m sad but I also know that she’s the one that decided to take flight and what a way to go right? She didn’t want mommy to have a chance to help her. She was ready to go. Wonderful morning… on one of her favorite beaches… and a peaceful ride home……
❤️May we all rejoice: beginning this moment on, take another vow to another Awakening Satori Moment, that we have This Moment in “Time”…. that’s all we have “right now”, and it will be gone in a moment.
So let’s all together say “Love You Love” ❤️❤️❤️: “Be” kind to one another and have Love And Faith within our hearts.🦋❤️
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